Lupa Tak Lupa..-___-

Aq post kt group Ex-Kukla 2009 Batch.I said "Hello..." .Okay I know group tu da agak menyepi,so its kinda worthless if I post so..Saje..u know,tade keje..And bila aq post aq dapat rasakn mcm aq jerit 'hello' kt dlm satu bilik yg ade 196 member tp sorg pun ta jawab! So the 'hello' sound bergema dlm bilik tu..ta disambut dlm group tu! Then Cidan comment, "suda2 lah nabel...xde sape dah nk lepak kt group ni...diorng kn da ade grup mktb msing2...".

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I never thought Cidan akan ckp something like that..It's a bluff,a joke..sbb semua org tahu Cidan mmg suka merepek..But this time,his word left a deep meaning,a deep impression.From there,aq dpt rasa yg Cidan sedih.Correct me if I'm wrong..kalau korg tye Cidan dia boleh jea ckp mne ade..Tp boleh kea korg rasa perasaan dia yg sebenar?

I am speechless through his words.Then Nana dtg but all she can say is" :( ".Certain boleh terasa ngn ayat dia..Boleh nmpk ada kemurungan kt situ.


"Sedihnya dgr.. :( cpt btol lupekn group ni..-______-".Aq agak mrh+bengang+semua2 benda yg aq rasa."tu lah kn...hahaha...nabel sorng je ingt...",is what Cidan said..Bunggek pn terasa kot sbb dia comment "woi!".But Cidan yg bls,ckp "bunggek pon da lupe...".And then post tu terus menyepi..like all other post.Semua terasa..tade spe berani na bangkang ape yg Cidan ckp..Sbb semua tu btol! Hmph..ape na buat..Aq pn tatau na ckp ape dah.So I'll let it be..Silent. :(

MISS YOU SO MUCH :'(

Aq tgh main post2 kt wall ngn Mondok..u know what,I really miss that kid..She was soooo desperate for me to come back..for US to come back.I felt sorry for her..for everyone,our dearest Juniors :'( Sebak u know..SEBAK.Putar lah balik masa oii..I wish that moment came back..I wish it all started again! Dx I had treasured it..tp ta cukup..I don't wanna be old.Grown up bagai..High school is much cooler! Serious.. T.T Realized that everything went on so fast,makes me wanna cry..Ni pun dah na masuk pertengahan tahun.Must it happened so fast? Must it? Huh? MUST IT? *deepbreath*  Sesal..nope.Not the right word.Too late? Naah..not a good word either..So what word? Apa yg sesuai utk menggambarkan perasaan aq skg ni? Of course I'm sad pfft,don't mention it..huhh...Ntahla..To be honest,I really miss Fiena..Syasya,Mondok,Sherry(jgn terkejut ea..dia baik ape..),Sheila,Montok,budak2 1 IK tu(2011).. :'( Jubli Perak is my only hope mehh..and kalau ayah ta bg,idk what to say.. :((  Last night I had a dream..A very happy dream,that when I woke up,it's becoming the most saddest thing.A long dream..please come back.Haunt me with it..cause it makes me happy..yupp,it does ;'D If it cures me,then its good.Huhhh...*longsigh* Masa ta kan pernah putar semula.You'll never get that chance..it just keep moving.Flowing..not waited,no care,heartless,no mercy..so here I am,still wishing everything will be back like before.Allah,you heard me..please make me tough.Cause I'm always weak when it comes to the love ones.. :'(

no title -.- *kemalasan*

Harini best.Yet,boring.Ta phm? Tayah phm..coz aq pun ta phm..-.- bgosnye duk umh mak aq,dapat tengok citer Fairy Tail.Internet laju kot klu na tengok citer..huh~ still in da boring mood la dude.Esok gi KLCC.Na gi Candylicious..beli candy sweet banyak2.ha ha~ Lagi 5 hari je..n then,Hong Kong! Ta sba la.. :3

Hm..petang tadi aq gado ngn Mirza.Cm ta caye aq bole gado ngn batch sndiri -.- tu la dy,emo sgt..smpaikan aq dy na mrh.. (p/s: mirza bukan boyfriend aq ea.jgn slh anggap!) tapi nseb bek kitorang da ok blek..tp mmg gempak r td.Smpai ke 'Budak 1996' kecoh..-.- pfft

but apepon,kitorang da oki..-.- sori la skjp kecik skjp besar..bhsa pasar ni aq gne.mls ah na tulis pepanjang~ ni la org nga kebosanan.. okey la,nite dlu yea..mau tido.. xoxo -.-

p/s: ni happen taon lps,lpe na publish..

Wai..holiday cmni lak dy na demam..~.~ sheesh.Well tahan jela hingus meleleh ni,batuk berat na mati..dah la homework berlambak..Klu cmni la,mati dlu aq..ish! Ta elok ta elok..
Ok aq da kat rumah.Jumaat mlm smpai..Gila ta gila,pukul 11 mlm bru smpai woo! Nasib baik lg setahun setengah jea skola kt situ..-.-
Emm,talk about skolah,KK da full..sedih gila..T.T Sibuk r F4 kemen..Punah harapan na pindah.Punah impian na jumpa adik aq! x( Hm,tapela..ade hikmah disebaliknya..kot.Kt Transkrian ni,ok la..da makin ok kot..em,no comment.

Aq adela rapat ngn beberapa F3 ni..hehe.AININ SOFIYA,tu yg plg rapat..AININ,SOFI,ABG BEATS..hoho.Dy baik la.And aq selesa rapat ngn dy..Byk bnda aq citer kt dy..Aq rindu fiena pon,aq citer kt dy..Best la citer kt dy.Dy dengar,faham,respon..huhu ^w^

SYAFIQA..ni lg sorg.haha..IQA~ Budak ni kn,aq mmg geram r..Derek ta puas hati jea ngn aq xD Tp mmg best kenal dy..Garang woo..haha..But dy ok sebenarnya.. :)

ADILLA,or DILLA..dy ni gila..haha.Bukan gila gila,tp gila-gila..Boleh jd gila klu aq duk lme2 ngn dy..haha xD Dy ni pon best gak..budak pndai nih..huhu ;)

Sebenarnye kan,aq kenal dorg2 ni pon sbb dorg roomate Ellies.Klu ta,tade mknenye..mungkin,ni lah hikmahnye.Ala,bru sikit Allah tunjuk..kn Nabel? :P Ouh,psl  kembar yg aq citer tu,hehee..Haz takut kat aq.Ade kea patut..? Ta patut ta patut..-.- Uish,tlgla jgn takut bila nmpk aq.Aq ta mkn org la..And don't worry,aq ta kan bunuh sspe nye..haish~ Ghaz..she is unpredictable.Sometimes OK,but sometimes lgsong ta..Bak kata Ainin,she follow her mood.So,no comment about that.But haritu,Sabtu lps,dy mcj aq..Na kcau tp ta jd sbb aq awal2 da amik no dy from Ainin..haha.Kesian kt Kechik,kne kcau ngn Ghaz.Haha xD Sepanjang mcj,dy OK..OK sangat..she seems normal,for someone yg kadang2 buat aq gerun ~.~ hee..I hope it stays like that ^w^

Byk lak bebel aq..haha.Tape la,tgh byk bnde na tulis ni..huhu.Hm,tape la..Ta larat da na gerak jari ni..Demam nye psl.. *HACHOO* ok la,chow dlu...hehe ^w^

~AININ ~

 

~IQA~                                             ~DILLA~